Im in love with my sock monkey, mittens?

aww ****. i love mittens. i want to marry him, i love him more than any other human, i bring him everywhere. is it legal to marry him in california? please dont think im weird. but this is serious. i want to makeout with mittens all the time i dream about him is this a disorder? by the way im 16 and a sophomore. in 7th grade i told my best friend and now were not friends anymore she ditched me.she thought i was a freAK THis is ruining my life! PLEASE HELP.